So I just got off of work and it was a pretty slow night until about 2 hours before we had to close which was 12 p.m. It was very suprising to see how busy it was for a monday night I ended up making 70 bucks. I had a weird experience also, Jhon (my manager) asked me if I would like to be a manager. I told him no, because, first of all I would not like to put up with the bullshit from the employees. Second, I am only 20. I know that I am old enough to do that kind of thing but in my mind I feel I am not old enough, if you get what I am saying. I don't know what I should say to that really, but my answer for that is just, no right now.

I really wish that we could save our money so we can take a trip to wilmington one of these weekends. I miss my best friend Stephanie. :( I still can't believe that I went to california and I also still haven't had my pictures developed either.

My mom went through all of my old school stuff for like when I was in elementary school. All of the things were so cute, like little journals or books that I drew, all of that kind of stuff. She also gave me a shit load of pictures. My mom is doing that because she wants to get rid of all of her past with my father. But, if she does that completely, she would have to get rid of her daughters. That's funny.

I miss my Maw-Maw. The greatest woman in the world, aside from my mommy, is my Maw-Maw. August 14 is her birthday and if she was still alive she would be 76 years old. She died on February 14, 2000. I get really sad when I think of her. The last of her days all I remember is when she was lying in the hospital and I would have to feed her water with a sponge because the doctors wouldn't let her have anything to drink after she had surgery. She always told me that I was her favorite grandaughter out of all of her grandchildren. She always showed me more than she would show anyone else. Now that she's gone, she won't be able to meet Steven the most wonderful man in my life or Christopher which I think of him as my son. But it is okay she is looking down on me and seeing how happy I am. I just wish she was to here to share it with.

Patricia Lee Peer Conrad

August 14, 1928 - February 14, 2000

R.I.P. Forever loved

Well that is all for now.

Until next time.............